It is weird isn't it?

The past couple days I have had some blah days. My life is about to change again which isn't a bad thing. I hate being stagnant. I love change.... though it can provoke a lot of anxiety and. I do feel a bit overwhelmed.

I am on the move again. Looking for a new apartment and I had no idea it would be this difficult. Did you know that people don't really put ads in the paper anymore??

I am excited for the next chapter. I am ready for it. Open arms.

Other than the move I have been struggling a bit with some things in my life... things that are kind of affecting my relationship. Having a child and being "single" is really strange. I don't know how to do it and I don't know how to have an Ex who has to be so involved. I know that from the outside my life looks strange. Even for someone who has experience with divorce with children. It isn't often that the mother and father are still amicable. I am not sure how to resolve certain things in my life yet but I at least know there are things that I need to maybe look at and see from other points of view. I don't mean to be so cryptic but I am just not ready to put it all out there for my readers to see. Just know I am a work in progress and I am still learning how to be a mother, an ex and a girlfriend.

On that note... time for a run with the beau! squuueeeel